October 31st, 2016 - SOS, It's okay to give up, it's Never an option to surrender!!!!!!!

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October 31st, 2016

10/31/2016

Monday thoughts

Feeling like
I wanna get away...
can't escape these feelings
I'm a slave to everyone's emotions
My actions never enough
Always misunderstood
Swear to God if I could,
I would pack my bags
South west ... get away!!!!
Maybe for good !!!!!
Who would miss me ? Whom would miss my company
My actual time..
to whom would actually even notice ..???
Until they needed something or
Wanted to barrow money
Cause it's nothing else for me ...
I'm going to die anyway why should I suffer my last days to make others happy
Who give a fuck about my emotions, feeling mental
Well, & physical being ??
Why should I continue missing,
the ones whom not missing sleep over me ?
Funny thing is they'll never understand me
Why I don't complain
Why I don't show my pain
but a week of my pain ...
Is some saw shit!!!!

You either give all or give in
appreciate life ... never looking at 24hrs
Quite the same..again!!!
So many take life for granted ...
I've stared death in the face 4 times
Each time not a negative thought in my mind..
Funny when I hear people complaining about
Solvable issues ... just don't wanna
Solve em that way ...
don't wanna take the time and efforts
Nothing worth having is easy or we'd all have nice Shit,
Wouldn't you agree ?
Victims of our past
When the goal is to make everyday history
How can I ? If I'm constantly haunted my the daunting memories !!?
Every song, smell tv show...
déjà vu, things we'd do ...
Things I'd do ....Fucked up things you'd do
I'm trapped overwhelmed in emotions ...
let me go!!! Let me go!!!!
Time moves slow for no one...
speeding will only make you 2 mins early
However a accident will make you hours or days late..

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