Feelings like this ...
I never wanna reminisce!!!!
God knows my intentions always was
Yet to her
cant just have a good night ...
The way i do things she'll never understand !!!
Once, the way I even,
Closed a chapter so we can
Chase our dreams ...
My process.. see,
The way I do things
To her discuss..
Sometimes I wish I'd just die !!!!
so she can finally
be happy with out me ... move on!!
To far in
To be having this same conversation...
So many times the same
Results feeling overwhelmed
Like we're just gonna
Cause we're both
Emotionally... physically drained...
Can't stand feeling like this...
Emotional roller coaster
I Knows No lies
When I say...
All I ever wanted is
her for the rest of life ...
daily.. her and I bff.. till the end
When I say I wanted her to become my wife ..
My mind think slow ....at times ...
my actions my not show,
My GOALS !!!
Trust All I'm think about ...
is provideing a way for us ...
She's always on my mind ...
These feelings The Emotions
She dare not wanna reminisce...
Nothing but the bad times as if the
Good times, Meant nothing aka
His True love all seems illrelevant !!!
Keep it real ....
Only thing keep her grounded is she has no where else to go & her Niece and nephew
No matter what I do my methods always questionable
I bill comton ... you..!!!
You my, Skokie..
it's just something special about you,
What are you?
The way you make me feel
No not joke..
When you not making me feel upset for moments ..
Im exploring creative ways of thinking or learning ....
Just don't get me ??
You don't see
Intensive the vivid as Appel of life
Something like a turbo late at night ...
intake... as I exhale
something like the girl I like !!!!
You beyond alright ...
if I had to let you go...
Titanic ship was sinking
Slow... call me Jack Dawson
I'd never ever... ever
Let you go ..